If I were a boy even just for a day, I’d roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted then go. Drink beer with the guys and chase after girls. I’d kick it with who I wated and I’d never get confronted for it cause they’d stick up for me. If I were a boy, I could turn off my phone. Tell evveryone it’s broken so they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone. I’d put myself first and make the rules as I go cause I know that she’d be faithful. Waitin’ for me to come home. If I were a boy, I think I could understand. How it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man. I'd listen to her cause I know how it hurts. When you lose the one you wanted cause he's taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed.

It's a little too late for you to come back and say it's just a mistake. Think I'd forgive you like that. If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong.

But you're just a boy. You don't understand. How it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man. You don't listen to her, you don't care how it hurts. Until you lose the one you wanted cause you've taken her for granted and everything you have got destroyed.

just relates what i'm feeling. =)

This would be the first blog site that I will be creating. I'm really not the type of person who is fund of writing because I usually speak what is on my mind! I don’t know why I’m making my own blog right now.. it seems so funny but yeah here I am. I know couple of friends of mine have blogs in multiply, tabulas, friendster, etc. Sometimes, it would come to my thinking of creating also a blog site and register myself as a member but in just minutes, I would change my mind and realize that I will register myself because almost all people has it. I’m not a lover of pen and paper. I’m lazy in doing stuffs like this. But hey, something happened. Hmmfff…..???

When I sat beside a hosting agent, I asked him what is his domain; he said, “My domain name is gomakeit.com”. I visited his website and I said to myself, “This is a totally different website”. Want to know why I consider it a totally different site? It is because, almost all of the website that the agents in NSI has almost have the same contents and they look the same. I started to throw jokes at him and told him that I want to have a section on his site. Then I started to read some of his posts. Then I said to myself, “Hey, it would be way different if I will have mine in someone else domain, and the owner of the domain name is my officemate”.

That hosting agent did me a big favor, he created a subdomain for me but unfortunately, he was unable to renew his domain name so my subdomain is also not working. I told my self "Sayang! I want to create my blog pa naman with his domain name!" So right now, im here in tabulas, trying to create a blog, kasi si miss van ang kulit! hahaha.. she even made the background for me.. because i told her that i will not post an entry without a cute background.

Miss Van, ok na ba to? hehehe.. to be edited pa.. minamadali ko lang to.. hahaha...

As per William030, "those who deserve love the least... needs it the most". You can email him at kiam@nsihearthrob.com